My inspiration for my project, and the overall mood I wanted to convey:
Moodboard

Tryophobia is an aversion to the sight of irregular patterns or clusters of small holes or bumps. Tryophobia inspired me to use anti-fashion to display my discomfort with animal cruelty and meat production. My piece is not beautiful or appealing to the eye, it is intended to have viewers think about the repercussions of meat production, mainly on animals and humans.
Beginning stages:
I experimented with latex and silicon to replicate pieces of meat. This was a trial and error process. It took me three times to perfect the ratio between silicon, latex, and paint. Time was also a stress; it took two weeks for each experiment to dry.
Below are the stages of completing my meat: from left to right were the three attempts to create the meat. Attempts 2 and 3 were used in the garment, both having a different texture, thickness and colour to represent diverse range of meat flesh.

Experimented with thread, different colour paints, the ratio of glue vs. silicon to achieve my desired meat.

Fabric: nude, thin mesh to replicate pale human skin

My classmate Bella and I drawing out our fabrics before cutting and sewing. Bella was a large contribution to my enjoyment of the course:

Galina giving me her opinion as to where I should sew the meat onto the garment:

Every few weeks, students would display their project in front of the class to share progress and give suggestions to one another. My classmates were more than willing to share their opinion with me and genuinely wanted to help me in any way possible. Engineering students provided me with insight where to purchase the tools and technology I needed. Design students suggested ways I could make my garment seem more surreal. And I, assisted others in any way I could, despite not being an engineering or computer science student. We all collaborated together to produce our best work.



I soldered LED’s for the first time. It took me 15+ hours to complete, until a kind computer science spent his evening with me, putting together my Lilipad, code, and LED’s. It was true teamwork and I could not have done it without him.
–> I never thought I would ever solder wires. I had not even heard the term prior to this course.

After having the LEDs successfully work with a portable battery charger, I planned where I would sew my wires, wanting to place them not only behind the meat but visibly in the garment to replicate human veins. I placed my garment inside out and began to sew.

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This was the first time I watched the LED’s light up in my garment! It was very satisfying, seeing as I was nervous it would not work and my hard work would go to waste. Needless to say, Galina always reassured me that my project would work and not to give up.