February 16

USPringClean 2023: Happy Lunar New Year!

For many of us, spring cleaning is an annual event with our family members in preparation for Chinese New Year. As we usher in the new year and embrace a fresh start, we declutter our rooms, clean the furniture, and put up vibrant red decorations symbolising a bright future. This year, the NTU-USP Club’s Social Service Projects committee collaborated with Central Singapore Community Development Council (CDC) to organise the annual USPringClean.

Leading up to the event, a few of us conducted door-to-door visits to introduce ourselves and better understand the seniors’ living conditions. These areas included the kitchen, living room, ceiling, doors, and gates. Personally, it was quite nerve-wrecking as I had never painted homes and did not want to disappoint the elderly. Nonetheless, I was looking forward to helping the elderly organise their homes and provide a cleaner and safer environment to live in!

With other NTU-USP student volunteers, I made my way to Whampoa on an early Saturday morning to spruce up the homes of the elderly residents, many of whom are too frail and require help cleaning their homes. We collected our cleaning and painting kits, had one last briefing, and proceeded to the respective units. Each unit had different needs and my group was tasked with painting the door and gate. It took some work to manually scrape off the old paint and clean every edge of the door, but it was definitely worth the smiles on the residents’ faces as they looked at the fresh coat of paint.

While the cleaning and painting was tiring, the most memorable part of my experience was enjoying lunch and interacting with the elderly. As we gathered round a small table in the living room, we listened to the residents talk excitedly about their heritage, children, and grandchildren. Perhaps this was what made all the hours of planning and execution worth it. Simply giving the elderly the time of day and listening to their stories reminded me of the times I spent with my grandparents and made me reflect on the isolation that some of them face daily. The heart-warming conversations with them brought me greater joy and satisfaction than all the cleaning and painting I did.

As the event came to an end, we bade farewell to the elderly and gave them mandarin oranges as a symbol of conferring well wishes. Looking at the before and after pictures of the units, I was pleasantly surprised and very grateful to all volunteers who made time to join the event.

Finally, this event would not have been possible without my main committee: Glendon, Caitlin, Joie, Jolin and Wen Hao. I certainly hope to be back as a participant for USPringClean in the coming years!

Submission by:

Kong Song Wah, Hannah, Year 2, Biological Sciences

February 2

From JC to University: The NTU-USP Experience

If you asked me why I applied for NTU-USP 2 years ago when I first graduated Junior College, I couldn’t really tell you much back then. To be very honest, I didn’t know much about NTU-USP during the university application process. In fact, I was more concerned with getting into my main major, Communications, as I had set my sights on it midway through JC.

But after 1 semester in NTU, I can safely say that the NTU-USP family (or USPHAM) has been a huge source of joy and comfort in helping me transition to university life. USP isn’t just a group of scholars — it’s actually a family in itself.

My journey in USP began after I accepted the NTU-USP offer. I was then assigned a USP buddy, Cherie, who was a Year 1 in the same course as me. She’s probably already in her final year by now (due to me spending 2 years in NS), but I remember asking her a ton of questions about the school and the scholarship back then. It may seem trivial, but having a senior and buddy you can talk to before you even matriculate is the most comforting thing in the world. University is a confusing and complex phase in your life, and things just happen without you really noticing or understanding how they work. So to have a buddy is to have a guide — someone to tell you what deadlines you have to meet, what your matriculation process will be like, what documents you have to submit, and where to access certain things so you’re not completely lost in week 1. And USP was the first to reach out to me in the months and years before I even matriculated.

This sense of mentorship continued further when I went for USP’s Freshman Orientation Programme. Our OGs (Orientation Groups) were initially split into sub-OGs, with about 5-6 freshmen to 1 OGL (Orientation Group Leader). This made orientation a lot less daunting — we weren’t bombarded with an entire new batch at once. A lot of people dread the idea of orientation — what with having to introduce yourself and participate in a bunch of games — but the USP seniors were happy to sit and relax with us even if we weren’t that enthusiastic about the activities.

One OGL in particular stood out to me — my Bravestone OGL Syed Zaheen. He’s everything you would need in a senior: tells you everything you may need to know, answers and explains even the dumbest of freshmen questions, and gives advice on pretty much any aspect of university life. I’ve asked him about things like the scholarship GIRO application, the STARS process, checking into hall, joining CCAs, the fastest way to get to Pioneer MRT from various bus stops, and even how the staircases and levels work in hall. I found myself asking him questions that I would otherwise have turned to Reddit for — a testament to how helpful he was as a senior.

As the semester progressed, USP became a small community for me to fall back on. The batch is small — only about 50-odd students or so each year — so by the end of the first semester we all pretty much knew each other. We stay in the same halls (for the Year 1s at least), go for the same core USP modules, and stuck together with those in the same majors as us. USP modules also tend to be evening seminars (the last class of the day), and as a result, we found ourselves always having dinner together as a mini USP batch after these seminars. This may have been a simple thing, but amidst the confusion that is Year 1 of university life, it was a calming thought to know that you’ll always have these few familiar faces to eat dinner with at the end of the day.

And this brings me to TOPS, the year-end research module that all USP Year 1s go for. To travel overseas as an entire batch after your first semester in university — and to do it with the freedom of planning your own group’s itinerary — is honestly such a unique bonding experience that I am forever grateful to be a part of. It’s like an initiation into USP — a second orientation, if you will. It’s an experience that truly cements you as part of the USPHAM, from the very moment you board the plane at Changi Airport and think to yourself, “Wow, so this is what NTU-USP is all about.”

Now all this may sound like a shameless plug for NTU-USP. But I can truly say that USP has been the bedrock of my university experience so far. USP is a family that’s here for me from the beginning to the end.

 

Submission by:

Adam Bin Mohamed Razali, Year 1, CS

January 26

The Sounds of Chiang Mai

The streets of Chiang Mai sang with a choir of sounds, of chattering tourists, honking Rod Daengs, and the calling of street vendors. But at the heart of it all, were the sounds of passionate creatives who artfully strummed Suengs and acoustic guitars, who sang traditional folk songs and classic rock and roll. I remember walking down the Sunday Walking Street Market on our very first day in the city, observing Traditional Lanna Music performers play alongside food stalls, and watching a crowd gather around a rhythm and blues band playing in a storefront. The people of Chiang Mai, I learnt throughout the course of the trip, breathed in music.

I’ve always been interested in musical cultures. So when my TOPS group decided to center our research around culture and heritage, I jumped at the opportunity to explore Chiang Mai’s music scene. We interviewed numerous people about local music, from students, to random shop owners, to dancers and musicians, to instrument vendors, and university professors. We watched performances, listening to musicians perform Traditional Lanna music while enjoying a traditional Khantoke dinner, watching bands rock out with electric guitars at ground shaking volumes and singing jazz songs so deep its soul reverberated through the walls.


Chiang Mai, we learnt, was brimming with energy. Performances stretched well into the night and venues were packed with foreigners and locals, with the young and the old alike. Musicians played Traditional Lanna songs with practice and pride, learnt from their grandfathers who passed down the tradition preserved by the generations before them, while challenging the limits of the genre at the same time, blending traditional and modern elements to create something new. It was inspiring to be surrounded by people so passionate about what they do. Perhaps one of the most inspiring performances we experienced was one performed by the students of Yupparaj Wittayalai School. I still remember sitting in that hall, an array of instruments spread across its length, feeling chills crawl up my skin as the orchestra swelled, watching the students dance as if they were feeling every emotion that rolled off the music. I’ve never seen music mean so much to people before.

This trip became so much more than a mere fieldwork trip then, more than just collecting data and conducting interviews to substantiate our research. We talked to people and sat down for entire durations of performances for a genuine love and curiosity for the music. It felt like we made real connections, shared experiences, and truly learned from others. That, to me, is what ethnographic research is ultimately about. Human connections. I would not have learned nearly as much if not for the conversations I’ve had with people and the experiences I sought out.

As our trip to Chiang Mai came to an end, I left with an aching desire to pick up the Seung and to learn more about the world.

 

Submission by:

Tay Hye Der, Heather, Year 1, PPGA

January 12

A Curious Experience

It is a curious thing to have your research be recognized beyond the classroom, and this is especially true when the course paper had been written on as unorthodox a topic as hair and its representations in art. A peculiar introduction, certainly, and yet strangely apt in encapsulating the humble beginnings of what would culminate in a surreal and exhilarating experience in Dublin, Ireland.

Shantini, Sherry, Jian Kai, Alexis and I at Phoenix Park.

It was an honor to have been invited to attend the 2022 Global Undergraduate Awards Summit as the Regional Winner in the Art History & Theory category. The three-day conference summit has proven fruitful, and I am immensely grateful to have been part of a platform that brought together a group of like-minded students, each so well-versed and devoted to their disciplines. Their shared love for academia resonated with my own in ways that I had never encountered before. As a double major in English Literature & Art History, and part of the University Scholars Programme (USP) that unites students of various faculties, interdisciplinarity lays at the heart of my work and life, though in practice they have rarely traversed the boundaries of the humanities. Nonetheless, the fluid conversations held with students across all fields of study at both the summit and in my time in USP has continually affirmed my belief that no discipline is truly self-contained.

Throughout my time in NTU, I have been exposed to new perspectives that have inspired me to seek out novel and niche topics to explore, and I constantly find my knowledge carrying across modules. It is hence paradoxically both serendipitous and predictable that the art history paper I submitted to the Undergraduate Awards was inspired by and founded upon a prior research paper undertaken in SP0048 “Global Histories Through Masterpieces”. That module holds a special place in my heart, partly because Professor Walsh had allowed us to write about anything that piqued our interest, but mostly because he had told us that “if you keep writing, I will keep reading”. This was a statement I was later told I had taken “a little too literally”, and which I shall always remember fondly as a testament to my professors’ genuine desire to nurture and take interest in their students’ passions.

Much like the humanities curriculum, NTU-USP emphasises elective-based modules, allowing for creative freedom while providing a critical foundation through core modules in the first and second years. It is only now, in my final year of study, that I am fully able to appreciate the tolerance and open-mindedness with which my professors have regarded my wild ideas and proposals. More so than pushing me out of my comfort zone, they have provided me a conducive and safe environment to expand the boundaries of my knowledge at my own pace to my own whim and design, and for this I am eternally indebted.

NTU-USP has been extremely supportive in providing extensive funding to attend the conference, and it heartens me to know that the program and school truly care about the development of its students, recognizing the unique value of attending an in-person conference summit.

Finally, I would like to extend my gratitude to the Global Undergraduate Awards, the School of Humanities, URECA, USP, and all the professors who have nurtured me in my time as an undergraduate student. Lastly, I wish to thank Professor Michael Walsh, for whose module the winning paper had been formulated, and who has been an immense source of inspiration and influence on my research work.

The NTU award recipients with Jim Barry, Chairman of the Global Undergraduate Awards.

 

Submission by:

Ng Xin Le, Year 3, ELAH

December 15

Thank you, NTU-USP

I’ve recently come back from Dublin, Ireland where the Global Undergraduate Summit 2022 was held. My FYP-URECA paper had been awarded the regional winner in my category at this year’s Global Undergraduate Awards. Though the win was unexpected, it felt nice to have had my work seen. As an extension of my URECA project, I had worked on this paper, the ​​Black Lives Matter: Perceived (Ir)relevance to Understanding Race Issues in Singapore for a long time, and like most other research, it had been an isolating and demoralising process at times. However, as much as we’d often like to take full credit for our ‘successes’ (if you could call this that), these very ‘successes’ are often the result of many, many people around us, who, directly or indirectly, positively impact us.

When I sit and think about my undergraduate journey at NTU, it is undeniable that the NTU-USP family has left such an impact on me. Of all the brilliant things I have learnt from all of you, the most impactful lesson is this: to not be afraid to try! As simple (or duh) as it may sound, it is actually quite difficult to not worry, do your best, and let the rest come easy. Yet, NTU-USP provides such a safe environment for us to try, no matter the outcome. There were countless opportunities for me to do things I was keen on. When I wanted to try acting again, I was encouraged to join USPresents; when I had ideas I wanted to bring to life, I could through the various subcommittees available, especially the Arts, Culture and Social Affairs, and Social Service Projects, which I were a member of; when I wished to build my confidence and put myself out there, I could as an orientation group leader or project head. In planning some of the many events NTU-USP holds, not once have I heard the word no; it has always been about how we could bring this particular idea/vision to life, and what we could do better. I think that sort of mindset really has a profound impact on us. As students, it makes us feel like we can do anything, and more importantly, we are supported to do so. Though I am often one to doubt myself a lot, when I had applied for this award, I had not thought so much about it. After all, what harm was there in submitting my work? Thank you, NTU-USP, for making me feel like I can do anything I set my mind to. On days I continue to doubt myself, it’s something I try to remind myself.

Through the vigorously intellectually-stimulating modules offered as part of NTU-USP, I have had the opportunity to converse, debate and most importantly, learn from an outstanding group of students and faculty. With our varied majors, educational backgrounds, and lived experiences, conversations have been nothing short of extraordinary. Something I have come to embrace is that though it is easy to speak with those with whom our viewpoints converge, the real challenge comes when we have to converse with those with whom our viewpoints diverge. When we speak only with those we agree with, we find ourselves trapped in an echo-chamber of ideas and beliefs, and there is often little room for us to learn anything new. Rather, we often just strengthen our pre-existing beliefs. However, when we engage critically with differing perspectives, that is when we are forced to learn to respectfully communicate, and actively listen…and often leave learning something new. When one does research, there is sometimes a natural tendency to want to receive a particular set of responses which may align with the broader aims of the project, or even my own personal beliefs. Yet, I’ve learnt (and rather, am still learning) to embrace the heterogeneity which comes from our very diverse lived experiences that shape us and the beliefs that we have. Rather than see them as a hassle to one’s end-goal, it’s better to see them as opportunities to learn and grow from. Thank you, NTU-USP, for providing me with a different lens through which I can perceive the world.

Thank you, NTU-USP for some of the best years.

If you’d like to read my paper, Black Lives Matter: Perceived (Ir)relevance to Understanding Race Issues in Singapore, you can do so here. Alternatively, you reach out to me @yikeshantini on Telegram or Instagram for a copy.

 

Submission by:

Shantini Rajasingam, Class of 2022, SOC

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November 23

Philosophy, Painting, & Programming

A strong interest in the Humanities has always motivated my intellectual pursuits. I was one of only two Triple Humanities students during my time at Raffles Institution and a member of the Humanities Programme at Hwa Chong. My academic background traverses a range of humanistic disciplines: Literature (my B.A. degree), Theatre and Drama (my M.Phil. in Ibsen Studies), and Philosophy (Ph.D. in Philosophy). A joke I often tell Literature majors is that I spent the majority of my undergraduate years holed up in a library reading philosophical texts. Philosophy has since become my bread and butter (I earn my living off it!), although I am grateful that the wide-ranging nature of Philosophy allows me to venture far and wide and conduct my research in verdant and expansive intellectual pastures.

As a PhD candidate in Philosophy with formal training in Literature, I was initially keen to explore the role that the narrative plays in allowing us to make sense of what we might owe to one another (morally speaking). This became the topic of my doctoral-level dissertation, four chapters of which ended up getting published in academic journals. I then became interested in creative cognition research. How can we better understand the processes and mechanisms underlying creative activity? This interest sprang from my background as a painter in the realist tradition. My interest in human beings naturally drew me from an early age toward the genre of portrait art and away from other genres (e.g., still life, landscape, etc). As an artist, I specialize in the use of India ink and acrylic. A study of Lord Leighton’s Orpheus & Eurydice has been published in Heartbeat Literary Journal (see this link). Over the course of my research, I discovered AI systems that were capable of generating creative output across a range of artistic fields. This culminated in a paper on imagination machines that was eventually published in AI & Society.

In a way, you could argue that my background in painting paved the way for my interest in the philosophy of AI, with creative cognition and creative AI systems functioning as intellectual waystations. The philosophy of AI has since become my research niche, although my work tends to push the boundaries of what might be considered as traditional or standard philosophy. I have collaborated with STEM researchers (mathematicians, physicists, computer scientists, medical doctors) to develop Markov models that help medical professionals predict the effects of their policies on the healthcare outcomes of patients and geospatial analytic and other related technological tools that help identify trends in the behaviour of long-tailed macaques, mitigate human-macaque conflict, and promote a harmonious co-existence between human beings and animal wildlife at NTU. I regard AI systems as advanced computational tools that, when appropriately developed and deployed, can help humanity fulfil various goals and ends. At the same time, I am aware that AI systems are often likened to magical silver bullets that can solve any kind of problem. As a philosopher, I see it as my task to de-mystify AI systems, offer a critical perspective, and develop – as best as my collaborators and I can – various human-centred AI tools for specific problems that I care about (e.g., healthcare, nature).

This brings me to my recent exploits as a self-taught programmer. LaTeX is a typesetting program that allows you to generate beautiful mathematical and logical notation (see this link for the LaTeX resources I have created), complex graphs and diagrams, and manuscripts and documents. Having previously taught myself to script in LaTeX, I decided to set myself the challenge of picking up programming languages over the course of COVID-19. In 2019, I picked up the tools (html, css, js) for web-based programming and have gone on to code my personal website (see this link), the research website for my medical AI project (see this link), and an online encyclopedia (of sorts) for my son Henrik (see this link). More recently, I have picked up Python and written programs for a causal calculator (see this link), a Sudoku puzzle generator and solver (see this link), and natural language processing (see this link). My experience has taught me the following: you are never too old to pick up new skills, learning how to programme is analogous to both learning a new language and figuring out how to reason in an even more systematic manner, and the creative process does not differ as much as I thought it might when painting and when writing programs. In its finest moments, AI research may be compared to a neat blend of philosophy and engineering: we dream of what is possible, while remaining aware of the critical limitations of our state-of-the-art AI systems, plugging away, and developing tools that work and help us on our way in performing tasks and solving problems. When AI systems come up short against human beings, you get an even keener appreciation of the wonders of human intelligence (not easy to replicate or surpass). When AI systems succeed in pre-determined tasks, you can equally celebrate the wonders of the human intellect (capable of designing such systems). What could be more humanistic than that?

Submission by:

Dr Melvin Chen

Assistant Chair (Communications & Outreach)

Faculty Member (NTU-USP & Philosophy)

School of Humanities

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November 23

Unseen Opportunities and A Note of Gratitude

When I first got the invitation to write for an NTU-USP blog, I was told to write about my recent “success” in getting work awarded by the Global Undergraduate Awards. While the process was a mere submission – and some formatting to “deface” my creditors, i.e. my instructor Professor Nick Prior, it didn’t feel much of an achievement for me; I did my best trying to write an essay for a sociology course during my study abroad semester in Edinburgh, and that’s about it. But it may be ungrateful on my side to discount those who made this seemingly small award possible based on my undervaluation of it.

First, it’s needless to say that without NTU-USP, SOH and undoubtedly their support, this couldn’t have been possible. I am a philosophy major. So, it seems odd that it was my work on sociology that got awarded (which also means my work on philosophy needs more work). As such, I have NTU-USP and SOH to thank for (sometimes, painfully) forcing us to take up courses beyond our majors. Furthermore, without the comfort and privilege of the Study Abroad Programme, I wouldn’t have the opportunity or the confidence to venture into courses beyond my “expertise” – I have also taken courses on social anthropology, which one wouldn’t easily find locally.

Next, this blog post made me realise the importance of venturing beyond what we think we’re capable of. It also made me realise that regardless of what we think we’re made for, we could always achieve more than that; that we’re capable of innovation and creativity so long as we try. Going into a course titled “Popular Music, Society, and Technology,” I had (and still have) minimal knowledge of “popular music,” “society”, and “technology.” I think we NTU-USPians often feel this way when we take on any electives. But I think if we’re perceptive and receptive enough to take on new content and challenges, we may find ourselves discovering aspects of ourselves that we thought were closed to us. And I think NTU-USP (and SOH) does a great job guiding us there.

Finally, coming back from an academic hiatus made me realise that we shouldn’t impose a “time limit” to our learning. Two years ago, when the pandemic hit, I was urged by my mentors to persist and finish my degree as soon as possible. I made the tough call to return to my home country and was “locked” there for two years. I was forced to take a break from school. While my learning slowed down then, I never stopped reading and researching the things I find interesting – I’m recently interested in neo-Marxism, money, and sociological issues on labour. I believe those two years contributed to my “achievement” as much as the support I got from my instructors and NTU-USP. I’d like to believe that those two years gave me a more mature (and admittedly more cynical) outlook on life and my work as well.

I’d like to thank NTU-USP, SOH, UOE, and Prof Nick Prior for making all of this possible.

For those interested in my work, click here. It is an essay about how we could understand “virtuality” in the context of popular music. I analyse the tension between the virtual and the real, and the relevant sociological problems created by this tension through the Japanese virtual idol Hatsune Miku.

 

Submission by:

Ang Wei Xiang Philo, Year 3, PHIL

July 1

NTU-USP Application Interview and Essays

NTU-USP interviews aren’t formal and scary. They’re chill. Relak, you know. We just want to get to know potential candidates, hear you speak, and enjoy the short time with have with you.

I’m not going to reveal the questions we ask candidates during the interviews. It’s about the questions you, the candidates ask us.

Most of you ask about our curriculum, student life, TOPS, Study Abroad, hall life. We often get asked what the life of our scholar is like in terms of challenges, joys, and such. I just tell them, I can’t speak for our scholars, but just take a look at their social media postings. Everything there is exactly what they are! The truth is in the images and stories.

I would like to share some questions that are not frequently asked, but I do get these questions every year since 2015, the year I joined NTU-USP.

Question: What are we looking for during the interview – what could you have prepared?

My Answer: Be yourself. If you’re an introvert, that’s fine. If you’re an extrovert, that’s fine too. If you’re somewhere in between – yes, that is of course fine. If you applied to be a Chemistry, Aerospace Engineering or Business major, it’s okay to tell us that you also loved dressing up for your Secondary school plays. If you applied for Art, Design, and Media (ADM), Sociology, or History, you can also tell us how you’re fascinated with wormholes and you’re also nuts about graphs and charts. There’s nothing like being your authentic self. This is why we have all kinds of personalities in our little NTU-USP family. And these include our office staff and faculty!

Question: What do we expect of our current scholars?

My Answer: Well, being Singaporean, my first unspoken expectation is that you keep doing well in your studies. I say ‘unspoken’ because this is not even something I would tell you to do – it is expected of you! Other expectations? Intellectual humility. You are already quite an achiever. Carrying yourselves with humility and serving others – these are noble things to do, yes? And of course – again, I repeat – I want you to continue being your authentic selves. It’s even alright to be angry and talk through your feelings. However, please don’t take your frustrations on others!

Finally, this is my favourite Question: What do we like about NTU-USP?

My Answer: It’ll take me hours to tell you! But I’ll try to be focused. First thing – it’s the students! They are such a joy to be around with. I don’t teach the core mods, and I seldom offer electives, so my infrequent interactions with them are so special. TOPS is special, not for the travel, but because I get to know the group members I mentor. USPresents – I love seeing how cast and crew bond with each other. The final presentation is also emotional for me, although I don’t do much for the production at all, other than to look at drafts and the final script. Then there’re my colleagues and our NTU-USP admin staff. How not to enjoy being part of the NTU-USP family?!

Now, the NTU-USP Application Essays – I’m tasked to read and grade every single NTU-USP application essay. Yes, about nearly 300 of them every year. This year the Question is different from the previous years. I really enjoyed this year’s essays and I want to share some of the people mentioned in the essays. These figures were mentioned many times – Lee Kuan Yew, Qin Shu Huang, Leonardo da Vinci, Steve Jobs, Joan of Arc. Adolf Hitler and Jesus Christ were mentioned twice each. It’s fascinating how the candidates reveal so much of themselves while writing the essays.

I learn so much from bright young minds through these interviews and essays. I also see so much hope in our youth – including those whom I met, read their essays, and eventually rejected us for another university. Of course, those who stayed – you’re so precious and special, every single one of you!

Submission by:

Dr Geraldine Song

Associate Chair (Students)

Senior Lecturer, English

School of Humanities

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June 24

From A to B: A journey of empathy and kindness

Take a moment to think about this word: Today. What does it mean to you?

For me, today marks 8 weeks since I’ve completed my university education. It marks the end of 4 years of this journey that’s been bittersweet.

Today also marks another day amidst my ongoing transition. Now that my life doesn’t revolve around my formal education, what should I set as my next goal if there’s no set syllabus and no rubric to assess my progress?

Throughout my life, I’ve been chasing the ABCs and even then, I felt I was only allowed to chase the ‘A’ – the shining gold that can only be found on the apex, that would supposedly pave the way to a future of happiness. Only, this made happiness far more abstract and unpredictable, given that my concept of “excellence” is very delicately balanced on a sharp and pointy tip.

My today presents challenges that is built upon my ability to find a job fast, to save money fast, and to secure a home fast. The balance that I have struggled to maintain can collapse under the weight of emotional burdens and frustrations.

Thankfully, NTU-USP taught me a much healthier system – to live on through the letter ‘B’, the art of being, rather than doing and acing.

This community has taught me a new foundation to build my identity on, one of greater stability and gentle curves. It’s one that’s hard to drop off because it’s so wholly balanced upon a culture of laughter, forgiveness and strong relationships. It’s one of flow and freedom beyond the rigidity that ‘A’ offers.

No one is alone at the top of that lonely mountain, and everyone has room to explore all their emotions and experiences without needing to maintain that delicate balance of being a “perfect” person.

Throughout my 4 years, I was surrounded by members of this small community and the gentle warmth they buoyed me with. Whenever I’ve been lost in a sea of doubts and fears, I can look around and see so many hands reaching out to catch me and carry me through.

In this job-hunting season, many have offered help with their words of encouragement and advice, and, most importantly, their confidence in me and my potential. They weren’t necessarily my longest or closest friends in NTU-USP, and still they have touched me and carried me through.

Here, walls are brought down, and the air circulates with bright warmth and gentle kindness.

Here, I learnt the greatness of ‘B’ beyond that which ‘A’ can only hope to give me. I learnt that my today isn’t that lonely or frightening. NTU-USP has taught me to make my today one of bravery, belief and new beginnings.

What does your today look like?

 

Submission by:

Fan Ting Hui, Class of 2022, English

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June 9

Home away from home: NTU-USP’s 10th Anniversary; a celebration of home and how far we’ve come

Stepping into University as a freshman was nothing short of scary. For 20 years, I had navigated life from primary school to my 6 years in Temasek Junior College, and it seemed as if things were almost always safe and predictable. Yet here I was on the precipice of something new, something unprecedented and a complete blank slate – university life.

Amidst all the fear, fast forward a few weeks into university and here I am, fork in one hand scooping sambal kang kong and laughing away with my USP friends.

What happened to all that fear? How was it that I was able to make safe transit into university life, and especially into the hearty scene of being seated in the Crespion canteen surrounded by the boisterous laughter of friends around me? My answer will always ring clear as day: I found a home in NTU-USP.

From the very start, NTU-USP was the close group of friends and classmates that I never knew I could have. Shuttling to and from classes, walking home after 7.30pm from the Hive, we would often spend dinners discussing what we learnt or just laughing about our day. Since day 1, I knew that I had stumbled on a forever home of wide-eyed learners, individuals with passion and thirst to live like I had never seen before. To me, I knew for sure that this was going to be home for the next 4 years of my university life. Amidst the confusion of being a freshman and navigating the NTU campus, learning how to buy groceries or top up air-condition cards, NTU-USP and its many opportunities for us to be together allowed me to feel right at home with my cohort mates. With each month, my friends and I found more things to be thankful for and we clung onto the precious memories we made during TOPS trips, late night runs to the supermarket or even just spending time laughing over our confusion during NTU-USP modules. Being able to discuss issues or plough through life dilemmas with a community of people so close to my heart has been an absolute dream and the idea of facing a gargantuan unknown world with these friends by my side just makes life a bit more palatable.

As they say, tough times don’t last, tough people do. To me, NTU-USP has been that vivacious community of people, hustling against the pessimism of the real world to instill the importance of being a keen but down-to-earth learner in the age of global instability and change. Not only has NTU-USP maintained its promise to provide a safe space for holistic development, but it has also continued to persist in its efforts for the many lives it has impacted over the past 10 years. Our recent milestone celebration was an affirmation of NTU-USP’s progress over the past 10 years and how far NTU-USP has come as a community. Gathered in an auditorium packed full of friends, family, alumni and faculty, tears were shed as the humble beginnings of a programme dedicated to making a difference in this 21st century were reminisced. There was never such a strong feeling of home and warmth that coursed through me as I stood on stage greeted by smiles, shouts and excited whispers from the crowd of NTU-USPians. Familiar hands wiped their eyes and hugs were exchanged as faculty came on stage to receive their awards. Sitting backstage while waiting for my cue to emcee, I heard the crowd clapping and cheering, and I just knew in my heart that this community was the place I had always dreamed of and wished for.

The NTU-USP experience has certainly been a dream for me and for the many students who will pass through its gates, I am sure that there will always be a place for them to find community and to find a home. Looking back at my decision to join NTU and the feeling of being on the precipice of something new, I am thankful for the kindness and the warmth with which I can lean on and embrace NTU-USP as home.

 

Submission by:

Gabrielle Chin See, Year 2, CS